i'm fallin

okay. its offical. i hate me. i dont want to do anything anymore. i cant be bothered with school. i copy other peoples work at the end of lessons. in lessons i just sit there day dreaming. what is wrong with me. i dont want to go fucking prom dress shopping with my nan on saturday. i dont want to do homework. i dont want to read. i dont want to draw. i want milkshakes and to stay in my bed away from everyone and thing. im changing and its not a good change. im sour. im lazy. im a bitch. i loathe me.