And like the sea

I'm constantly from calm to ill

Madness fills my heart and soul

As if the great divide could swallow me whole

Oh, how I'm breaking down

so mike drew my tattoo design on mah thigh… yup, getting this in two weeks time D: eeeeep

but ima have it higher up and more frontal..

can't wait

i love you.

but i wish i didnt. it hurts too much.

formspring.me

hit me with your best shot.

http://formspring.me/Lorrawr

Bluebird

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
you.
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pur whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he's
in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
sad.
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
die
and we sleep together like
that
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, do
you?

so, apparently everyones going to london on the weekend.
what am i doing? bugger all... aaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy

you bring out the worst in me